This will seem far less important in a few months, but right now, it all seems like a VERY BIG deal.

I'd like it all to go back to how it was before this summer, when we were excited and friends and getting along and even pretending we'd figure out how to make it to Michigan for a camping trip. Or Renn Fayre- everything was good then.

I've been telling myself that it has to get better, and it just keeps on not, but I think this time it's true.