Nothing's resolved yet, and once I know what's going on, things might seem much worse, and I'm trying not to think about it, but maybe it'll work out. I have to convince myself that even if it is the worst case scenario, there's pretty much nothing I can do about it- like actually, not just one of those shrug off the blame sort of things- and it won't really negatively affect my life. Or something like that. Things will work out, I'll just have to learn to handle things in the meantime.

Gm's taking a leave of absence for next year. That sucks. That's all I've got on that for now- too much thought on it would just suck too hard.

I'm fairly calm about everything, and I can't figure out why. Am I learning to handle things, or am I just hiding it down where I'll have a breakdown later?