My problem today is the same one it's been. Except today Alex made an obnoxious livejournal post and Gm made a rude but generally accurate comment back and then she made a defensive and rude and possibly accurate response and here we are ignoring each other in a rather small space. It sucks a lot and makes things edgy. Maybe I'm overthinking it and giving too much consideration to the whole thing, but it's terribly unfortunate to share a house with two people who'd really like to scream and throttle and blame each other. I support him and I agree that it's not right, and I would like something to change, but I don't want angst and drama in the meantime. I want one fell swoop. But it won't be that, we'll all just fester and fake it and make do until someone can move out. *sigh* I'm just hoping it gets better, but I doubt it. I don't know how it can because at this point no one is willing to budge. Gm is right that she doesn't do her share, but she doesn't hear that and she doesn't care that maybe even if she is contributing that it still seems unfair. The problem isn't so much the little things that she does or doesn't do that are so rude, but the bigger fact that she's doing rude things in the first place without remorse or awareness. She says she cleans and does her part and I will admit that things have improved from the first few weeks, but honestly, we've only been here five weeks. We can't overlook that first part until later, when good times have overwhelmed. It doesn't matter that she cleaned up this weekend because Steve was hung over and sick or that she finally took out the bathroom trash because it was full of her girl items. It still ends up seeming selfish. Luck as falls, I suppose. Maybe she'd rise to the occasion if she had the chance? The problem is that she's already had too many chances and now it's easier to just hold that against her.

So tired and distressed.

On the upside, I kicked ass on my Psychobiology exam Monday. I'm excited about the potential to have a much better year than I did last time around. I'm generally excited about things because the weather forecast predicts lovely relatively warm-ish sunny weather for the next several days. I always feel like the days stretch on forever and full of potential on sunny days. Love Love Love. Or something like that.