Watching Myself Grow Up

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Eh. I Tried

April 01, 2005 *~* 12:26 p.m.

I'm antsy and fidgety and charm bracelet jangly today. I really want to go downtown and waste my time, but I have Logic at two and should really go since I had to skip it both times earlier this week for the sake of my Bio grade and my Philosophy paper. I have an hour and a half to waste and no friend to waste it with, which saddens me. Gm should not go home and leave me all alone with vast amounts of free time.

Maybe I'll take a nap. I haven't been sleeping well for whatever reason- I've been crazy mood swingy and depressed lately, which has been rehashed more times than I care to go into. I went running the other day, which made me feel nice, and I suppose I could do that now, but it's sort of raining and sunny, which means it would be uncomfortably humid and yicky.

I don't know. The year is drawing to a close and I'm getting all sentimental and worried about it, which is silly. This is only the first year of four. I'll just make myself anxious for no reason at all or turn it into a self fulfilling prophecy. Either way, I can't keep on like this. Good good.

Now that that's resolved. . .

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